You don't feel fast
until they slow you
writers blockI have writers block.
I don't know when it came
Or how, I just know
That it appeared
Judging, telling me
My work was pathetic
Pathetically awful, incapable
Of making someone's bad day
I tried riding of it of it
By telling it to go, and
That I didn't need it
But I was ignored.
I tried using a friend of mine,
Hate, yelling and screaming
And abusing the block.
Silly me, I forget it has
I try to throw it away, hoping
It gets run over,
But I can never catch
The writer's block.
It's safe to say... Nothing worked.
Have I been defeated by this
Devastating force? Do I give
Up, and take up sports instead?
No. That's not me.
So I sit down in front of my
Computer, and I write. I write
Wonderful, pointless nonsense.
The click-click-click of the keys
Makes the block crumble, knowing
It's criticism has no effect.
As the block erodes, it screams out one final
Protest, until it's finally gone.
My computer screen is filled with
Garbage words, imprinted on.
chords all prowl
never held ground
A roar, a scream
a distorted dream
the nightmare song
No right, no wrong,
Music play its
only tune, calling
It's too soon
In the chaotic
air, hanging hope
skin worn down
spine and bone
whatever I loved
I loved alone.
.You gave me wings
They turned to stone
You gave me hope
I'm still alone
I followed orders
Like you told me to
Always more to do
I've got everything;
Glory, money, but
I was still left empty
Tell me: Now what?
On self-loveMaybe who
she really loves,
is the name
of the boy
she thinks of,
while she lines
her chatoyant eyes
maybe the name
she really needs
to think of,
is her own.
Michaelasometimes, you meet people who are storms
in bottles, who are ships cast away on rocky
coastlines, contained in a mason jar. sometimes
you meet volcanoes in human skin, earthquakes
with a laugh that sounds like skipping rocks
on summer colored lakes. sometimes, you meet
people who are whirlwinds wrapped up in muscle and bone,
who are more miracle than mistake.
i think about that a lot when i look at her.
to be fair, she is nothing more than me and you
but she has a hurricane brewing in her eyes
and dandelions growing through the cracks
in her sidewalks and i think that’s wondrous
i know our lungs are the same—on mondays
and thursdays, we both find it hard to keep
breathing and sometimes if i listen hard enough
i think i can hear the storms battering her shoreline,
but you could never tell with the way she smiles.
don’t tell her, but she smiles like the sun.
she smiles crooked, like baby teeth and morals
and the first time you try to hang up a sign.
god, she sm
Roses and CoffeeMasarm takes his coffee black
like the collar of his favourite shirt
and the shadow of childhood;
Sally tempers the tartness of taste
with salt and sugar-crusted
petals of roses in her cup.
When he's angry, Masarm
burns fiercely, a brooding
that bites only himself, and Sally,
when she's angry, spits
acid and flings plates
that shatter over his head.
Still, somehow it's always Masarm
who sends flowers; Masarm
who swallows down the bitterness.
Insanity needs companyand now I’m stuck here,
how the walls became
a veiny sight-
(could the cause be me calling out
in the middle of the night?)
and alone I stand here,
how my feet got
nailed upon this floor-
(do you hold my ankles
like an anchor
does the shore?)
and I know it’s been thirteen years
since you were here at all,
according to the hash marks
the wooden wall
but I can’t
of our memories,
so for now,
I’ll let the doc declare:
Insanity needs company.
Yes, I Have a PenisYes, I Have A Penis
Do not assume (if I hold the door for you),
that I am making a statement
about your inabilities
to open the door for yourself.
If you hold it for me,
I'll say 'thankyou'.
Do not assume (if I pay for the meal),
that I am underestimating
your earning capacity
as a woman.
If you invite me out for a meal,
Do not assume (if I defend your rights),
that I am belittling
the attempts that you have made
to defend your rights yourself.
If you defend my rights,
I'll consider you human.
WiccaWe are Wicca,
We are not evil.
We are hunted and burned by the church,
Because we are different,
Not in appearance,
But in our beliefs.
Our ways are different,
Our minds are too,
And because we dont follow one god blindly,
We are burnt alive,
Burnt for something we didnt do.
They called us heretics,
Witches and whores.
Burnt at the stake for no faith in their lord.
They call us evil when they burn us alive.
They drown our children to see if they were right,
If our children sink,
Then they were good,
But if they were to rise,
To death is where they go.
The church is our enemy,
From no fault of our own.
They hate our gods and goddesses,
Because our gods are not their own.
Innocence in the fleshI'm six-
a stick figure
I seek the
"skin colored" pencil,
to shade in my
How to love a girl who can't love herself.one.
When she cries herself to sleep
six out of seven nights a week you must
say nothing. You must simply take
her in your arms and kiss her gaunt,
pale cheeks and wait for her to
slumber at the sound of your heart.
On the days where she wishes she
were part of the stars, tell her
no. Tell her that there are too many
lights in the sky and that just one
would be forgotten the moment you looked
away from it. Tell her that she is perfect
the way she is: completely human.
Don't let her think about the scars
that no one but her can see. If she
says "I think I'm broken" smile like you
know a secret and say, "No, you're mending."
But do not be the one to fix her - no, she